A while ago I had blogged about the much
of the old apartment in which df and I were going to move in...
With the economic crisis it had been really difficult to
afford a € 300 rent, plus bills etc, so our OWN
old apartment, seemed a rather good choice..
BUT, the truth is, I have already finished
what I can actually do with my hands, and
the most vital parts of a home, like the
bathroom and the kitchen are not functional..
That means, that it would take about € 6.000 to
be able to make them functional...
An amount that is just too much to bear right now..
SO, that means, df had to return to live with his family
and I am living with mine..
And I SO want a place of my own..
I SO need a house that is my HOME.
I SO want to be able to have a studio
to make my jewelry,
A porch to watch the sunlight with my df...
SO SO SO badly, I can cry...
I know this is way beyond our budget, but
we can dream, right? Dreams dont cost :)
And we would both be happy with less, believe me...
I m off to write a letter to Santa....